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On October 15, 1969, faculty campuses throughout the US participated within the Moratorium to Finish the Warfare in Vietnam. At many colleges, lessons had been suspended so college may lead teach-ins geared toward elevating consciousness in regards to the struggle that had already claimed the lives of 36,000 American troopers and 180,000 Vietnamese civilians.
In Washington D.C. over 250,000 marched down Pennsylvania Avenue in protest. In New York Metropolis, because the Mets and Orioles ready to play Sport 4 of the World Sequence, an issue brewed over whether or not the flag flying within the outfield of Shea Stadium needs to be flown at half-staff. NYC Mayor John Lindsay pushed for it; Baseball Commissioner Bowie Kuhn stepped in and overruled.
In the meantime within the Midwest, on the College of Notre Dame’s campus in South Bend, Indiana, an estimated 2,000 college students marched throughout the huge inexperienced quads underneath canopies of bushes with leaves simply starting to yellow.
The march started downtown exterior Metropolis Corridor and wound its manner throughout the Saint Joseph River, which provides South Bend its title (located as it’s on the river’s southern bend), then up a gently sloping hill to the campus, finally culminating on an extended quad within the shadow of the thirteen-story Memorial Library, now identified worldwide for its large mural of Jesus, arms raised, showing to sign TOUCHDOWN. There, underneath Jesus’ gaze, an altar had been ready for Mass.
The Mass was an formally sanctioned occasion, personally vetted by Notre Dame’s president Father Theodore Hesburgh, and presided over by the previous Archbishop of Bombay, T.D. Roberts, an outspoken critic of the struggle and an advocate for Catholics who felt referred to as to conscientious objection.
As a crowd of a number of hundred college students, college, and directors regarded on, together with President Hesburgh, Tim MacCarry from New Metropolis, New York, a senior on the college and psychology and anthropology main, gave the primary studying.
A studying from the Guide of Micah:
“They shall beat their swords into plowshares, and their spears into sickle,” MacCarry learn, standing at a lectern to the best of the altar, “one nation shall not increase the sword towards one other, nor shall they prepare for struggle once more.”
Tim was a “legacy” pupil—his father graduated from Notre Dame in 1941. Notre Dame then and now reserves a sure variety of spots in its incoming first-year class for the youngsters of alumni. The observe, in concept, ensures that the varsity’s tradition carries on throughout the many years and thru instances of societal change.
However Tim was not a typical Notre Dame undergraduate. Although a devoted Catholic and an distinctive pupil, he was no nice respecter of authority or custom for custom’s sake. Based on Tim’s youthful brother, Noel, earlier than arriving at Notre Dame Tim by some means discovered time exterior of his highschool obligations to publish an underground newspaper that criticized U.S. intervention in Vietnam, which bought him into “some bother.”
On prime of all this, and somewhat unusual for Notre Dame legacies, Tim didn’t like sports activities, together with soccer, which was ironic contemplating that within the fall of 1966—when he first stepped foot on campus, a yr into the bottom struggle in Vietnam—all anybody may discuss was Notre Dame’s soccer workforce. They went undefeated, rose to primary within the polls, and had been topped Nationwide Champions.
However on that sunny October day, half-way by way of his senior yr, practically 4 years into the Vietnam Warfare, Tim was on the middle of the protests he had examine, and he was about to take step one throughout a threshold into a completely different form of bother, a step that might finally result in his loss of life a yr and a half later.
On March 18, 1971, Tim was discovered lifeless from a single gunshot wound to the pinnacle on the nook of Cypress and St. Gertrude Place in Santa Ana, California. Beside his physique was a .22 rifle he bought earlier that day. The receipt was nonetheless in his pocket.
The post-mortem discovered no medicine or alcohol in his system, and there have been no different indicators of trauma on his physique, although they did discover, written on his arm, two telephone numbers: one was his dad and mom’ quantity, although it was off barely by two digits, and the opposite was that of shut pals.
A short police investigation concluded that the reason for loss of life was suicide. He was 22 years outdated.
Telling the story of Tim MacCarry’s brief life is fraught for a lot of causes, most of that are because of the truth that those that knew him refuse to imagine he killed himself, but in addition as a result of his life raises essential questions in regards to the complicity of schools and universities in prosecution of wars and the loss of life of innocents around the globe. And that story is one which continues right now.
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On the Moratorium to Finish the Warfare in Vietnam Mass on Notre Dame’s campus, 4 college students and two college members stepped from the gang and approached the altar the place one after the other they tore their draft playing cards into items and positioned them on the ft of the clergymen assembled on the dais.
The ripping-up of the draft playing cards was a stunning present of resistance—destroying draft playing cards was a federal offense. That second, and different poignant scenes from that day, had been captured by Jim Gabriel, a senior from Bridgeport, MA, in a brief movie titled Autumn Warfare.
Within the brief movie, Tim MacCarry first seems on the 1:38 mark standing at a microphone in a tweed sport coat addressing an enormous crowd simply earlier than the Mass. The movie has no sound, solely a choral soundtrack, the “Credo” from a 1965 Congolese setting of the Latin Mass: We imagine in a single God, the Father, the Almighty, maker of heaven and earth, of all that’s, seen and unseen.
Based on an article within the pupil newspaper, The Observer, the “thesis” of Tim’s speech was that the struggle in Vietnam was one more occasion of colonial powers utilizing violence to subdue a complete nation’s native inhabitants as a way to extract its wealth.
Later, on the 3:22 mark, we see Tim strolling arm-in-arm with others who had been planning to tear up their draft playing cards. Tim is within the center, sporting a pink sweater vest. To his far left, our proper, is Professor Jim Douglass, a brand new college member who had been employed to show seminar programs in a newly based Program for the Examine and Apply of Nonviolence.

(Scene from August Warfare that includes Tim MacCarry)
This system was the primary of its form within the nation, and its founding made nationwide information that fall, garnering articles in over 100 newspapers from coast to coast. The Pittsburgh Press reported “‘Peace Class’ Sellout With Preventing Irish”; The Flint Michigan Journal reported, “Notre Dame College students Flock to Be a part of Nonviolence Course.”
What started as one, twenty-student seminar taught by Professor Emmanuel Charles McCarthy, the founding father of the Nonviolence Program, needed to be expanded to 4 sections with no seat restrict, as greater than 250 college students signed up.
Notre Dame’s president, Fr. Hesburgh, labored intently with McCarthy and a bunch of pupil leaders—together with each captain of each varsity sports activities workforce—to safe a $100,000 present from Gulf Western Oil to fund this system. Within the official press launch asserting Gulf Western’s present, Hesburgh is quoted saying the seminar will “discover the literature of violence and nonviolence, examine the psychology of human aggression and research the social results of violence as portrayed in mass media.”
With cash in hand, and demand for seats excessive, McCarthy set about hiring somebody to assist him train the lessons. In an interview with McCarthy, now an ordained priest within the Melkite-Byzantine Church, he informed me that Jim Douglass was the pure selection. Jim had been educating on the College of Hawaii, the place he was a professor of faith and taught a course on the theology of non-violence. His first ebook The Non-Violent Cross: A Theology of Revolution and Peace had simply been printed to acclaim past the academy.
Tim MacCarry was a pupil in one among Jim’s nonviolence seminars. In a telephone interview with Jim from his dwelling in Birmingham, AL, the place he runs a Catholic Employee home of hospitality along with his spouse, Shelley, he reminisced about Tim: “He was to this point forward of everybody—He was many years forward of me…Tim would have been 21. I used to be 33.”
Jim is now 87. Since that one (and solely) yr at Notre Dame—he was fired after one other pupil protest one month after the Moratorium Mass resulted within the expulsion of 10 college students—Jim has thought loads about Tim’s loss of life, and he doesn’t imagine for a second that Tim killed himself. He isn’t alone in that conviction. Jim believes Tim was assassinated, taken out as a result of he was on a path to turning into a charismatic, Che Guevara-style revolutionary, able to attracting many followers.
Every particular person I interviewed spoke extremely of Tim: he was devastatingly clever, a pure chief, and he cared deeply in regards to the poor and oppressed, a lot in order that he was outraged at what he discovered at Notre Dame. He regarded to his professors and the directors, who had been principally clergymen, to take motion on the large questions of the day—learn how to finish the struggle in Vietnam, learn how to change society so the poor had been now not exploited—however what he discovered was not solely silence however outright hypocrisy.
Notre Dame’s pupil physique within the mid-Nineteen Sixties was conservative, made up predominantly of younger white males who had been raised in Catholic households on a gradual weight loss program of strict obedience to the church, love of nation, and a deep-seated anti-communism. “God, Nation, Notre Dame” reads the inscription over the east door of the Basilica of the Sacred Coronary heart, the door closest to the Most important Constructing, well-known for its gilded Golden Dome—a motto lived out by the ROTC program at Notre Dame, one among solely a dozen within the nation that supplied for-credit course work and coaching in all three army branches. On the outbreak of the struggle, this system enrolled near 1,600 college students—somewhat over 20% of the scholar physique.
A month after the Mortarium Mass, on November 18, within the third-floor hallway of the Dome, dozens of scholars laid down on the ground in an try to dam classmates from recruitment appointments with the CIA and Dow Chemical, producer of Napalm and Agent Orange. The scholars had been requested to maneuver, however they refused. They got a fifteen-minute warning, and informed that if they didn’t desist from blocking their classmates’ path that they might be topic to expulsion.
That afternoon, in response to The Observer, Tim addressed the gang of scholars contained in the Dome—some protesting, others simply there for the spectacle—calling out the varsity for internet hosting the CIA and Dow: “[Notre Dame is a] useful digestive tract fed by the foundations and tax grants to shit out brokers to maintain the VICIOUS beast stalking the world.”
Notre Dame didn’t expel Tim, however the faculty did droop or expel ten different college students who refused to maneuver, daring their classmates to stroll on them to enter the interview rooms. This was the start of the tip of the Nonviolence Program. Charlie McCarthy, who had labored so arduous to launch this system, later resigned in protest, saying in a lecture to college students that he now not believed Notre Dame was a Christian college: “Notre Dame has reached a stage the place it’s not Christian and no totally different from Michigan State.”
Although Tim’s public feedback had been typically inflammatory and seen by a lot of his classmates as self-righteous, McCarthy and Douglass believed he was looking for group and co-conspirators who had been dedicated to the identical battle. Throughout his junior yr, Tim had lived at St. Francis Home, a gathering place for native South Bend progressives with ties to the Socialist group College students for a Democratic Society. There he helped to host Friday evening conferences on matters starting from girls’s liberation to “Christ and the Standing Quo.”
Based on his girlfriend Charlotte Casey, who was additionally concerned within the progressive political resistance in South Bend, Tim was at all times making an attempt to think about methods to interact the much less privileged of their protests. He questioned why Notre Dame hourly workers weren’t allowed to watch the campus-wide strike within the spring of 1970 to protest the invasion of Cambodia. He criticized the establishment’s compensation for hourly workers. He wrote columns for The Observer alleging company affect on universities, in addition to eyewitness accounts of campus protests for Dorothy Day’s The Catholic Employee. He even visited the Catholic Employee Farm in Tivoli, New York, the place he met Day and left, in response to a letter she despatched to Tim’s father after his passing, a deep and lasting impression on her. “[N]o one can settle for the coroner’s ruling of a ‘suicide,’” Day wrote.
In 1970, regardless of Tim’s relentless agitating and political organizing, he graduated magna cum laude. However he was prevented from taking part in his class’s graduation workout routines for suspicion of distributing a radical political zine on campus.
That summer time, earlier than heading off to California to start a Ph.D. in sociology on the College of California, Irvine, Tim went to Cuba underneath the auspices of the Venceremos Brigade, a volunteer program based by the College students for a Democratic Society, whose mission was to point out solidarity with the Cuban Revolution. Whereas in Cuba he labored on a banana plantation and met members of the Revolutionary Union (RU), a Marxist group primarily based within the Bay Space.
Tim was “impressed” by the RU, in response to Charlotte, who wrote backwards and forwards to Tim that summer time. When he moved to Orange County that fall to start graduate research, he based an anti-imperialist collective that participated in political actions, together with the August 1970 Chicano Moratorium to protest the struggle in Vietnam, throughout which Los Angeles Occasions reporter Rubén Salazar was killed. Tim was wounded by a ricocheting shotgun pellet.
It’s that summer time in Cuba that everybody I spoke with factors to with concern. From the handful of letters Charlotte stored, we all know Tim was disenchanted within the “bourgeois” clergymen he met, and their lack of solidarity with the Cuban folks. Based on his brother Noel, when Tim returned from Cuba one thing started to “really feel off.” His disillusionment with the church and its willingness to assist the oppressed had deepened. His ideas grew to become extra Maoist, leaning towards the teachings of Chinese language revolutionary Mao Zedong, who theorized that the one method to overthrow an oppressive capitalist system was by way of an armed insurgency.
It appeared to Noel that Tim was on the verge of a disaster of religion: maybe nonviolent protest was not enough to finish the struggle. Noel recollects that it was not till that final Christmas, December of 1970, three months earlier than Tim died, that their mom lastly confronted Tim. She mentioned, “he was simply too mild of a soul to embrace [such beliefs].”
That was the final time Noel noticed Tim.
Fr. McCarthy, now 87, tells me that regardless of the college internet hosting a fortieth and fiftieth anniversary of the scholar expulsions, during which the expelled college students—now referred to as the Notre Dame Ten—had been invited again to hope, have fun Mass, and inform their tales to new generations of scholars, Tim’s loss of life nonetheless feels unresolved.
“His empathetic energies had been in the best place,” McCarthy informed me throughout a current telephone name. “[They were] with the poor. However I’d say that for some motive or one other he simply didn’t discover what he wanted spiritually at Notre Dame. To my thoughts, as I talked to him—knew him—he was looking gallantly for tactics to rectify the human state of affairs…He was in every single place, however I by no means considered suicide.”
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Tim’s unresolved story now resonates with one other technology’s struggle—final spring’s pupil protests towards Israel’s struggle in Gaza. Whereas Notre Dame’s campus didn’t see the big tent encampments of scholars and violent police standoffs like at Columbia or UCLA, seventeen Notre Dame college students had been arrested on Could 2, 2024 exterior the Golden Dome for misdemeanor trespassing, resisting legislation enforcement, and refusing to depart non-public property.
A number of of the scholars presently dealing with costs, who requested to not be recognized for concern that talking on the report may jeopardize their circumstances, informed me in interviews that they had been arrested after ready a number of hours within the rain within the hopes of talking with college Provost, John McGreevy. They acquired phrase by way of a college member {that a} assembly with the Provost could be potential. And so, they waited. They needed to ship their calls for in particular person: make public Notre Dame’s investments in army contractors and divest from any assist for Israel.
The rain continued to fall. Police appeared close by however didn’t have interaction. Lastly, McGreevy and Scott Appelby, the Dean of the Faculty for International Affairs and former director of the Kroc Heart for Worldwide Peace Research, arrived. What adopted was, by all accounts, a terse and unproductive dialog. The campus leaders departed, and the law enforcement officials approached, giving the scholars a warning: disperse or be arrested. The protestors talked amongst themselves. Some had been worldwide college students. Being arrested may jeopardize their visas, and they also stepped apart. The seventeen who remained sat on the bottom, locked arms, and started, for the primary time, to chant: “Free, Free Palestine. Free, Free, Free Palestine,” after which, “No justice, no peace,” over and over whereas being arrested.
Notre Dame College member Mahan Mirza, director of the Ansari Institute for International Engagement with Faith and educating professor of Islam and science within the Keough Faculty of International Affairs, witnessed the alternate between the scholar protesters and the campus leaders. In a letter to the editor printed within the Could 4 situation of The Observer, Mirza reveals that he was the one who supplied to dealer a dialog between the scholars and college leaders. He wrote:
“The fluid and quickly evolving state of affairs bought the higher of us. In consequence, the “rain-soaked summit” fell far wanting expectations. It was not constructive. One deemed the opposite aspect immature, the opposite dismissive. The place can we go from right here?”
I requested Fr. McCarthy this identical query, and what he would say to those seventeen arrested college students:
“I’d inform them your fundamental Christianity is right—you might be pondering by way of the Gospel. What’s happening in Gaza deserves whole condemnation, and never simply because Jesus mentioned it, however the query is how do you witness in order that different folks can see [the injustice], too? Witnessing such that others can’t see isn’t any good. Except you do critical schooling in Gospel knowledgeable non-violence, you’re not going to make a dent.”
That is what Tim apprehensive over: learn how to make a dent; learn how to defend the weak; learn how to defeat the struggle machine. Whether or not he modified the minds of anybody exterior his small circle is difficult to say, however the story of these months within the fall of 1969 into the spring of 1970 has now, fifty-five years later, change into extra than simply campus lore, however an exemplar.
One pupil who was arrested for protesting the struggle in Gaza, who gave me permission to make use of their phrases verbatim, informed me that within the moments simply earlier than they had been lifted to their ft and handcuffed, they recalled watching a documentary in regards to the life and legacy of Fr. Hesburgh, who died in 2015 on the age of 97. They watched it within the Moreau Seminar, a two-semester course required of all Notre Dame first-year college students that introduces them to the varsity’s historical past and engages them in “conversations that matter.” The documentary focuses on Hesburgh’s work on JFK’s Civil Rights Fee, his staunch protection of educational freedom, even within the face of strain from the Vatican, and the tough choices he needed to make within the fall of 1969.
The coed recalled their teacher asking the category, “If this had been to occur, and also you had been a pupil at the moment, what would you’ve gotten carried out? And many of the class mentioned, We might have been concerned. We might have been daring and brave, and we’d have stood up towards injustice. I thought of that second proper earlier than my potential arrest.”
The coed continued: “I don’t remorse [being arrested] and I’ll by no means remorse staying on that grass. That’s displaying up and saying, I imagine we have to discuss Notre Dame’s complicity not simply in Gaza however in the remainder of the world.”
When the scholar woke the following morning, they noticed the handcuff marks on their wrist and sat in shock for a second. They couldn’t imagine that they had been arrested for trespassing on campus, a spot they felt they belonged, the place they had been a part of a “household.” The coed informed me, “[At other universities] there’s not that notion—it’s simply going to highschool—however right here you’re becoming a member of a household, after which to really feel that your loved ones has left you, and never simply left you, however gained’t take heed to you while you want them probably the most is absolutely arduous.”
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Like Jim Douglass, Charlotte Casey, and Dorothy Day, Fr. McCarthy finds it arduous to imagine that Tim killed himself. The Tim they knew had been formed extra by the Beatitudes of Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount—blessed are the poor within the spirit; blessed are those that starvation and thirst for justice; blessed are the peacemakers—than the violent proclamations of Mao.
Within the final moments of our interview, he mentioned: “Tim was killed as a result of he had a coronary heart and thoughts too open, not solely to the struggling of the world, however to the causes of the world…It’s only a tragic, tragic factor.”
Even Fr. Hesburgh, in his 1991 New York Occasions best-selling autobiography, God, Nation, Notre Dame, devotes practically three pages to “my pal Tim”—his final title not given. Hesburgh writes, “I admired him as a result of he practiced what he preached. He had the braveness of his convictions.”
After which, whether or not out of a priestly sense of mercy, or due to his personal sturdy conviction, Hesburgh closes: “We had been informed that he dedicated suicide, although I discovered that tough to imagine. In actual fact, I don’t imagine it nonetheless.”
David Griffith is the writer of A Good Warfare is Exhausting to Discover: The Artwork of Violence in America (Tender Cranium Press). His essays and critiques have been printed in print and on-line at The Paris Assessment, Killing the Buddha, Picture, The New England Assessment, and elsewhere. He’s at work on a ebook in regards to the life and instances of Tim MacCarry and a redress of Flannery O’Connor.

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On October 15, 1969, faculty campuses throughout the US participated within the Moratorium to Finish the Warfare in Vietnam. At many colleges, lessons had been suspended so college may lead teach-ins geared toward elevating consciousness in regards to the struggle that had already claimed the lives of 36,000 American troopers and 180,000 Vietnamese civilians.
In Washington D.C. over 250,000 marched down Pennsylvania Avenue in protest. In New York Metropolis, because the Mets and Orioles ready to play Sport 4 of the World Sequence, an issue brewed over whether or not the flag flying within the outfield of Shea Stadium needs to be flown at half-staff. NYC Mayor John Lindsay pushed for it; Baseball Commissioner Bowie Kuhn stepped in and overruled.
In the meantime within the Midwest, on the College of Notre Dame’s campus in South Bend, Indiana, an estimated 2,000 college students marched throughout the huge inexperienced quads underneath canopies of bushes with leaves simply starting to yellow.
The march started downtown exterior Metropolis Corridor and wound its manner throughout the Saint Joseph River, which provides South Bend its title (located as it’s on the river’s southern bend), then up a gently sloping hill to the campus, finally culminating on an extended quad within the shadow of the thirteen-story Memorial Library, now identified worldwide for its large mural of Jesus, arms raised, showing to sign TOUCHDOWN. There, underneath Jesus’ gaze, an altar had been ready for Mass.
The Mass was an formally sanctioned occasion, personally vetted by Notre Dame’s president Father Theodore Hesburgh, and presided over by the previous Archbishop of Bombay, T.D. Roberts, an outspoken critic of the struggle and an advocate for Catholics who felt referred to as to conscientious objection.
As a crowd of a number of hundred college students, college, and directors regarded on, together with President Hesburgh, Tim MacCarry from New Metropolis, New York, a senior on the college and psychology and anthropology main, gave the primary studying.
A studying from the Guide of Micah:
“They shall beat their swords into plowshares, and their spears into sickle,” MacCarry learn, standing at a lectern to the best of the altar, “one nation shall not increase the sword towards one other, nor shall they prepare for struggle once more.”
Tim was a “legacy” pupil—his father graduated from Notre Dame in 1941. Notre Dame then and now reserves a sure variety of spots in its incoming first-year class for the youngsters of alumni. The observe, in concept, ensures that the varsity’s tradition carries on throughout the many years and thru instances of societal change.
However Tim was not a typical Notre Dame undergraduate. Although a devoted Catholic and an distinctive pupil, he was no nice respecter of authority or custom for custom’s sake. Based on Tim’s youthful brother, Noel, earlier than arriving at Notre Dame Tim by some means discovered time exterior of his highschool obligations to publish an underground newspaper that criticized U.S. intervention in Vietnam, which bought him into “some bother.”
On prime of all this, and somewhat unusual for Notre Dame legacies, Tim didn’t like sports activities, together with soccer, which was ironic contemplating that within the fall of 1966—when he first stepped foot on campus, a yr into the bottom struggle in Vietnam—all anybody may discuss was Notre Dame’s soccer workforce. They went undefeated, rose to primary within the polls, and had been topped Nationwide Champions.
However on that sunny October day, half-way by way of his senior yr, practically 4 years into the Vietnam Warfare, Tim was on the middle of the protests he had examine, and he was about to take step one throughout a threshold into a completely different form of bother, a step that might finally result in his loss of life a yr and a half later.
On March 18, 1971, Tim was discovered lifeless from a single gunshot wound to the pinnacle on the nook of Cypress and St. Gertrude Place in Santa Ana, California. Beside his physique was a .22 rifle he bought earlier that day. The receipt was nonetheless in his pocket.
The post-mortem discovered no medicine or alcohol in his system, and there have been no different indicators of trauma on his physique, although they did discover, written on his arm, two telephone numbers: one was his dad and mom’ quantity, although it was off barely by two digits, and the opposite was that of shut pals.
A short police investigation concluded that the reason for loss of life was suicide. He was 22 years outdated.
Telling the story of Tim MacCarry’s brief life is fraught for a lot of causes, most of that are because of the truth that those that knew him refuse to imagine he killed himself, but in addition as a result of his life raises essential questions in regards to the complicity of schools and universities in prosecution of wars and the loss of life of innocents around the globe. And that story is one which continues right now.
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On the Moratorium to Finish the Warfare in Vietnam Mass on Notre Dame’s campus, 4 college students and two college members stepped from the gang and approached the altar the place one after the other they tore their draft playing cards into items and positioned them on the ft of the clergymen assembled on the dais.
The ripping-up of the draft playing cards was a stunning present of resistance—destroying draft playing cards was a federal offense. That second, and different poignant scenes from that day, had been captured by Jim Gabriel, a senior from Bridgeport, MA, in a brief movie titled Autumn Warfare.
Within the brief movie, Tim MacCarry first seems on the 1:38 mark standing at a microphone in a tweed sport coat addressing an enormous crowd simply earlier than the Mass. The movie has no sound, solely a choral soundtrack, the “Credo” from a 1965 Congolese setting of the Latin Mass: We imagine in a single God, the Father, the Almighty, maker of heaven and earth, of all that’s, seen and unseen.
Based on an article within the pupil newspaper, The Observer, the “thesis” of Tim’s speech was that the struggle in Vietnam was one more occasion of colonial powers utilizing violence to subdue a complete nation’s native inhabitants as a way to extract its wealth.
Later, on the 3:22 mark, we see Tim strolling arm-in-arm with others who had been planning to tear up their draft playing cards. Tim is within the center, sporting a pink sweater vest. To his far left, our proper, is Professor Jim Douglass, a brand new college member who had been employed to show seminar programs in a newly based Program for the Examine and Apply of Nonviolence.

(Scene from August Warfare that includes Tim MacCarry)
This system was the primary of its form within the nation, and its founding made nationwide information that fall, garnering articles in over 100 newspapers from coast to coast. The Pittsburgh Press reported “‘Peace Class’ Sellout With Preventing Irish”; The Flint Michigan Journal reported, “Notre Dame College students Flock to Be a part of Nonviolence Course.”
What started as one, twenty-student seminar taught by Professor Emmanuel Charles McCarthy, the founding father of the Nonviolence Program, needed to be expanded to 4 sections with no seat restrict, as greater than 250 college students signed up.
Notre Dame’s president, Fr. Hesburgh, labored intently with McCarthy and a bunch of pupil leaders—together with each captain of each varsity sports activities workforce—to safe a $100,000 present from Gulf Western Oil to fund this system. Within the official press launch asserting Gulf Western’s present, Hesburgh is quoted saying the seminar will “discover the literature of violence and nonviolence, examine the psychology of human aggression and research the social results of violence as portrayed in mass media.”
With cash in hand, and demand for seats excessive, McCarthy set about hiring somebody to assist him train the lessons. In an interview with McCarthy, now an ordained priest within the Melkite-Byzantine Church, he informed me that Jim Douglass was the pure selection. Jim had been educating on the College of Hawaii, the place he was a professor of faith and taught a course on the theology of non-violence. His first ebook The Non-Violent Cross: A Theology of Revolution and Peace had simply been printed to acclaim past the academy.
Tim MacCarry was a pupil in one among Jim’s nonviolence seminars. In a telephone interview with Jim from his dwelling in Birmingham, AL, the place he runs a Catholic Employee home of hospitality along with his spouse, Shelley, he reminisced about Tim: “He was to this point forward of everybody—He was many years forward of me…Tim would have been 21. I used to be 33.”
Jim is now 87. Since that one (and solely) yr at Notre Dame—he was fired after one other pupil protest one month after the Moratorium Mass resulted within the expulsion of 10 college students—Jim has thought loads about Tim’s loss of life, and he doesn’t imagine for a second that Tim killed himself. He isn’t alone in that conviction. Jim believes Tim was assassinated, taken out as a result of he was on a path to turning into a charismatic, Che Guevara-style revolutionary, able to attracting many followers.
Every particular person I interviewed spoke extremely of Tim: he was devastatingly clever, a pure chief, and he cared deeply in regards to the poor and oppressed, a lot in order that he was outraged at what he discovered at Notre Dame. He regarded to his professors and the directors, who had been principally clergymen, to take motion on the large questions of the day—learn how to finish the struggle in Vietnam, learn how to change society so the poor had been now not exploited—however what he discovered was not solely silence however outright hypocrisy.
Notre Dame’s pupil physique within the mid-Nineteen Sixties was conservative, made up predominantly of younger white males who had been raised in Catholic households on a gradual weight loss program of strict obedience to the church, love of nation, and a deep-seated anti-communism. “God, Nation, Notre Dame” reads the inscription over the east door of the Basilica of the Sacred Coronary heart, the door closest to the Most important Constructing, well-known for its gilded Golden Dome—a motto lived out by the ROTC program at Notre Dame, one among solely a dozen within the nation that supplied for-credit course work and coaching in all three army branches. On the outbreak of the struggle, this system enrolled near 1,600 college students—somewhat over 20% of the scholar physique.
A month after the Mortarium Mass, on November 18, within the third-floor hallway of the Dome, dozens of scholars laid down on the ground in an try to dam classmates from recruitment appointments with the CIA and Dow Chemical, producer of Napalm and Agent Orange. The scholars had been requested to maneuver, however they refused. They got a fifteen-minute warning, and informed that if they didn’t desist from blocking their classmates’ path that they might be topic to expulsion.
That afternoon, in response to The Observer, Tim addressed the gang of scholars contained in the Dome—some protesting, others simply there for the spectacle—calling out the varsity for internet hosting the CIA and Dow: “[Notre Dame is a] useful digestive tract fed by the foundations and tax grants to shit out brokers to maintain the VICIOUS beast stalking the world.”
Notre Dame didn’t expel Tim, however the faculty did droop or expel ten different college students who refused to maneuver, daring their classmates to stroll on them to enter the interview rooms. This was the start of the tip of the Nonviolence Program. Charlie McCarthy, who had labored so arduous to launch this system, later resigned in protest, saying in a lecture to college students that he now not believed Notre Dame was a Christian college: “Notre Dame has reached a stage the place it’s not Christian and no totally different from Michigan State.”
Although Tim’s public feedback had been typically inflammatory and seen by a lot of his classmates as self-righteous, McCarthy and Douglass believed he was looking for group and co-conspirators who had been dedicated to the identical battle. Throughout his junior yr, Tim had lived at St. Francis Home, a gathering place for native South Bend progressives with ties to the Socialist group College students for a Democratic Society. There he helped to host Friday evening conferences on matters starting from girls’s liberation to “Christ and the Standing Quo.”
Based on his girlfriend Charlotte Casey, who was additionally concerned within the progressive political resistance in South Bend, Tim was at all times making an attempt to think about methods to interact the much less privileged of their protests. He questioned why Notre Dame hourly workers weren’t allowed to watch the campus-wide strike within the spring of 1970 to protest the invasion of Cambodia. He criticized the establishment’s compensation for hourly workers. He wrote columns for The Observer alleging company affect on universities, in addition to eyewitness accounts of campus protests for Dorothy Day’s The Catholic Employee. He even visited the Catholic Employee Farm in Tivoli, New York, the place he met Day and left, in response to a letter she despatched to Tim’s father after his passing, a deep and lasting impression on her. “[N]o one can settle for the coroner’s ruling of a ‘suicide,’” Day wrote.
In 1970, regardless of Tim’s relentless agitating and political organizing, he graduated magna cum laude. However he was prevented from taking part in his class’s graduation workout routines for suspicion of distributing a radical political zine on campus.
That summer time, earlier than heading off to California to start a Ph.D. in sociology on the College of California, Irvine, Tim went to Cuba underneath the auspices of the Venceremos Brigade, a volunteer program based by the College students for a Democratic Society, whose mission was to point out solidarity with the Cuban Revolution. Whereas in Cuba he labored on a banana plantation and met members of the Revolutionary Union (RU), a Marxist group primarily based within the Bay Space.
Tim was “impressed” by the RU, in response to Charlotte, who wrote backwards and forwards to Tim that summer time. When he moved to Orange County that fall to start graduate research, he based an anti-imperialist collective that participated in political actions, together with the August 1970 Chicano Moratorium to protest the struggle in Vietnam, throughout which Los Angeles Occasions reporter Rubén Salazar was killed. Tim was wounded by a ricocheting shotgun pellet.
It’s that summer time in Cuba that everybody I spoke with factors to with concern. From the handful of letters Charlotte stored, we all know Tim was disenchanted within the “bourgeois” clergymen he met, and their lack of solidarity with the Cuban folks. Based on his brother Noel, when Tim returned from Cuba one thing started to “really feel off.” His disillusionment with the church and its willingness to assist the oppressed had deepened. His ideas grew to become extra Maoist, leaning towards the teachings of Chinese language revolutionary Mao Zedong, who theorized that the one method to overthrow an oppressive capitalist system was by way of an armed insurgency.
It appeared to Noel that Tim was on the verge of a disaster of religion: maybe nonviolent protest was not enough to finish the struggle. Noel recollects that it was not till that final Christmas, December of 1970, three months earlier than Tim died, that their mom lastly confronted Tim. She mentioned, “he was simply too mild of a soul to embrace [such beliefs].”
That was the final time Noel noticed Tim.
Fr. McCarthy, now 87, tells me that regardless of the college internet hosting a fortieth and fiftieth anniversary of the scholar expulsions, during which the expelled college students—now referred to as the Notre Dame Ten—had been invited again to hope, have fun Mass, and inform their tales to new generations of scholars, Tim’s loss of life nonetheless feels unresolved.
“His empathetic energies had been in the best place,” McCarthy informed me throughout a current telephone name. “[They were] with the poor. However I’d say that for some motive or one other he simply didn’t discover what he wanted spiritually at Notre Dame. To my thoughts, as I talked to him—knew him—he was looking gallantly for tactics to rectify the human state of affairs…He was in every single place, however I by no means considered suicide.”
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Tim’s unresolved story now resonates with one other technology’s struggle—final spring’s pupil protests towards Israel’s struggle in Gaza. Whereas Notre Dame’s campus didn’t see the big tent encampments of scholars and violent police standoffs like at Columbia or UCLA, seventeen Notre Dame college students had been arrested on Could 2, 2024 exterior the Golden Dome for misdemeanor trespassing, resisting legislation enforcement, and refusing to depart non-public property.
A number of of the scholars presently dealing with costs, who requested to not be recognized for concern that talking on the report may jeopardize their circumstances, informed me in interviews that they had been arrested after ready a number of hours within the rain within the hopes of talking with college Provost, John McGreevy. They acquired phrase by way of a college member {that a} assembly with the Provost could be potential. And so, they waited. They needed to ship their calls for in particular person: make public Notre Dame’s investments in army contractors and divest from any assist for Israel.
The rain continued to fall. Police appeared close by however didn’t have interaction. Lastly, McGreevy and Scott Appelby, the Dean of the Faculty for International Affairs and former director of the Kroc Heart for Worldwide Peace Research, arrived. What adopted was, by all accounts, a terse and unproductive dialog. The campus leaders departed, and the law enforcement officials approached, giving the scholars a warning: disperse or be arrested. The protestors talked amongst themselves. Some had been worldwide college students. Being arrested may jeopardize their visas, and they also stepped apart. The seventeen who remained sat on the bottom, locked arms, and started, for the primary time, to chant: “Free, Free Palestine. Free, Free, Free Palestine,” after which, “No justice, no peace,” over and over whereas being arrested.
Notre Dame College member Mahan Mirza, director of the Ansari Institute for International Engagement with Faith and educating professor of Islam and science within the Keough Faculty of International Affairs, witnessed the alternate between the scholar protesters and the campus leaders. In a letter to the editor printed within the Could 4 situation of The Observer, Mirza reveals that he was the one who supplied to dealer a dialog between the scholars and college leaders. He wrote:
“The fluid and quickly evolving state of affairs bought the higher of us. In consequence, the “rain-soaked summit” fell far wanting expectations. It was not constructive. One deemed the opposite aspect immature, the opposite dismissive. The place can we go from right here?”
I requested Fr. McCarthy this identical query, and what he would say to those seventeen arrested college students:
“I’d inform them your fundamental Christianity is right—you might be pondering by way of the Gospel. What’s happening in Gaza deserves whole condemnation, and never simply because Jesus mentioned it, however the query is how do you witness in order that different folks can see [the injustice], too? Witnessing such that others can’t see isn’t any good. Except you do critical schooling in Gospel knowledgeable non-violence, you’re not going to make a dent.”
That is what Tim apprehensive over: learn how to make a dent; learn how to defend the weak; learn how to defeat the struggle machine. Whether or not he modified the minds of anybody exterior his small circle is difficult to say, however the story of these months within the fall of 1969 into the spring of 1970 has now, fifty-five years later, change into extra than simply campus lore, however an exemplar.
One pupil who was arrested for protesting the struggle in Gaza, who gave me permission to make use of their phrases verbatim, informed me that within the moments simply earlier than they had been lifted to their ft and handcuffed, they recalled watching a documentary in regards to the life and legacy of Fr. Hesburgh, who died in 2015 on the age of 97. They watched it within the Moreau Seminar, a two-semester course required of all Notre Dame first-year college students that introduces them to the varsity’s historical past and engages them in “conversations that matter.” The documentary focuses on Hesburgh’s work on JFK’s Civil Rights Fee, his staunch protection of educational freedom, even within the face of strain from the Vatican, and the tough choices he needed to make within the fall of 1969.
The coed recalled their teacher asking the category, “If this had been to occur, and also you had been a pupil at the moment, what would you’ve gotten carried out? And many of the class mentioned, We might have been concerned. We might have been daring and brave, and we’d have stood up towards injustice. I thought of that second proper earlier than my potential arrest.”
The coed continued: “I don’t remorse [being arrested] and I’ll by no means remorse staying on that grass. That’s displaying up and saying, I imagine we have to discuss Notre Dame’s complicity not simply in Gaza however in the remainder of the world.”
When the scholar woke the following morning, they noticed the handcuff marks on their wrist and sat in shock for a second. They couldn’t imagine that they had been arrested for trespassing on campus, a spot they felt they belonged, the place they had been a part of a “household.” The coed informed me, “[At other universities] there’s not that notion—it’s simply going to highschool—however right here you’re becoming a member of a household, after which to really feel that your loved ones has left you, and never simply left you, however gained’t take heed to you while you want them probably the most is absolutely arduous.”
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Like Jim Douglass, Charlotte Casey, and Dorothy Day, Fr. McCarthy finds it arduous to imagine that Tim killed himself. The Tim they knew had been formed extra by the Beatitudes of Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount—blessed are the poor within the spirit; blessed are those that starvation and thirst for justice; blessed are the peacemakers—than the violent proclamations of Mao.
Within the final moments of our interview, he mentioned: “Tim was killed as a result of he had a coronary heart and thoughts too open, not solely to the struggling of the world, however to the causes of the world…It’s only a tragic, tragic factor.”
Even Fr. Hesburgh, in his 1991 New York Occasions best-selling autobiography, God, Nation, Notre Dame, devotes practically three pages to “my pal Tim”—his final title not given. Hesburgh writes, “I admired him as a result of he practiced what he preached. He had the braveness of his convictions.”
After which, whether or not out of a priestly sense of mercy, or due to his personal sturdy conviction, Hesburgh closes: “We had been informed that he dedicated suicide, although I discovered that tough to imagine. In actual fact, I don’t imagine it nonetheless.”
David Griffith is the writer of A Good Warfare is Exhausting to Discover: The Artwork of Violence in America (Tender Cranium Press). His essays and critiques have been printed in print and on-line at The Paris Assessment, Killing the Buddha, Picture, The New England Assessment, and elsewhere. He’s at work on a ebook in regards to the life and instances of Tim MacCarry and a redress of Flannery O’Connor.